Hmm...

Thinking about a lot of stuff lately, and I've made a decision to just take every day at a time. I'm not really sure that the question, "How do you know when you're in love?" has an answer in words. It's ineffable. But I do know that I am in fact in love.
I love you with all my heart...not the bottom or the top or the middle. I love you with the entire thing. The sound of your voice takes my breath away. It consumes my thoughts, and inside I fall into you. Every time you talk to me, my heart skips a beat. You may not feel the same way, but that doesn't matter. I would give up all I have to be with you. When I don't talk to you for a day, I can't function. I am a crack addict in rehab, but the rehab's not working. I finally got to see you care about something, and I wish I was there physically. I'd stay on the phone with you for hours just t hear you breathing...to know you were there.

Time Heals

Time is always said to heal. "Give it time," they say. Patience is key to survival. We wait in line at the grocery store, stand in line for movie tickets, wait to cross the street, and wait to move on. Sometimes we wait so long that we realize that we should've done something about it a long time ago. We can't just sit around. We have to do something! Have fun! Forget about he past. It happened. It's over. There's nothing you can do, and that's the hard truth. But time can't heal if there's always something there to cut the wound open again.
What does it mean when you're depressed, and you have no reason to be? What's wrong with my brain?

Thoughts

I've been thinking lately that I have complex thoughts, and I decided that I didn't want them to go to waste, so I might as well share them - even if they remain unread, they're important to me. So we all have thoughts. Yes; even that kid in your math class who keeps asking you for the answers to the test, or the girl who sits by herself at lunch, and doesn't talk to anyone - she probably has more thoughts than you would ever realize. Maybe sometimes she's thinking the exact same thing you are.
So we've covered the fact that everyone has thoughts - no matter how unique. Bare with me here. But sometimes, you have to just let yourself not think for a while. Just empty your mind, and relax. If you're always thinking - always over analyzing - you can't enjoy the part of life that is simplicity. By now you probably think you can get an understanding of what my blog will be like, but the complexity of my mind with be too spontaneous to keep track of, so don't even try.